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Pre-reading Questions
1.Have you ever been in a situation where you were considered “different” from everyone else? What happened? How did you feel?
2.What happened to the writer when he was 12 years old? Skim the first paragraph to find out.3.How did he feel at that time? Skim the second paragraph to find out.How do you think you'd have felt in his position?
I Became Her Target
By Roger Wilkins
My favorite teacher's name was “Dead-Eye” Bean.Her real name was Dorothy.She taught American history to eighth graders in a junior high school in Grand Rapids, Michigan.It was the fall of 1944, Franklin D.Roosevelt was president;American troops were battling their way acro France;Joe DiMaggio was still in the service;the Montgomery bus boycott was more than a decade away, and I was a 12-year-old black newcomer in a school that was otherwise all white.My mother, who had been a widow in New York., had married my stepfather, a Grand Rapids physician, the year before, and he had bought the best house he could afford for his new family.The problem for our new neighbors was that their neighborhood had previously been pristine(in their terms)and they were ignorant about black people.The prevailing wisdom in the neighborhood was that we were spoiling it and that we ought to go back where we belonged.(or alternatively, ought not intrude where we were not wanted).There was a lot of angry talk among the adults, but nothing much came of it.But some of the kids, those first few weeks, were quite nasty.They threw stones at me, chased me home when I was on foot and spat on my bike seat when I was in cla.For a time, I was a pretty lonely, friendle and sometimes frightened kid.I was just transplanted from Harlem, and here in Grand Rapids, the dominant culture was speaking to me insistently.I can see now that those youngsters were bullying and culturally disadvantaged.I knew then that they were bigoted, but the culture spoke to me more powerfully than my mind and I felt ashamed for being different – a nonstandard person.I now know that Dorothy Bean understood most of that and deplored it.So things began to change when I walked into her claroom.She was a pleasant-looking single woman, who looked old and wrinkled to me at the time, but who was probably about 40.Whereas my other teachers approached the problem of easing in their new black pupil by ignoring him for the first few weeks, Mi Bean went right at me.On the morning after having read our first aignment, she asked me the first question.I later came to know that in Grand Rapids, she was viewed as a very liberal person who believed, among other things, that Negroes were equal.I gulped and answered her question and the follow-up.They weren't brilliant answers, but they did establish the fact that I could speak English.Later in the hour, when one of my clamates had bungled an answer, Mi Bean came back to me with a question that required me to clean up the girl's me and established me as a smart person.Thus, the teacher began to give me human dimensions, though not perfect ones for an eighth grader.It was somewhat better to be an incipient teacher's pet than merely a dark presence in the back of the room onto whose silent form my clamates could fit all the stereotypes they carried in their heads.A few days later, Mi Bean became the first teacher ever to require me to think.She asked my opinion about something Jefferson had done.In those days, all my opinions were derivative.I was for Roosevelt because my parents were and I was for the Yankees because my older buddy from Harlem was a Yankee fan.Besides, we didn't have opinions about historical figures like Jefferson.Like our high school building, he just was.After I had stared at her for a few seconds, she said: “Well, should he have bought Louisiana or not?”
“I gue so,” I replied tentatively.“Why?” she shot back.Why!What kind of question was that, I groused silently.But I ventured an answer.Day after day, she kept doing that to me, and my answers became stronger and more confident.She was the first teacher to give me the sense that thinking was part of education and that I could form opinions that had some value.Her final service to me came on a day when my mind was wandering and I was idly
digging my pencil into the writing surface on the arm of my chair.Mi Bean impulsively threw a hunk of gum eraser at me.By amazing chance, it hit my hand and sent the pencil flying.She gasped, and I crept hurriedly after my pencil as the cla roared.That was the ice breaker.Afterward, kids came up to me to laugh about “Old Dead-Eye Bean.” The incident became a legend, and I, a part of that story, became a person to talk to.So that's how I became just another kid in school and Dorothy Bean became “Old Dead-Eye.”